Thursday, October 9, 2008

feel better..

Thursday, Rainy day

while waiting my cousin sister to pick me up from my office, let me jot down something here.....tell u wut, im really set myself free now......no matter wut the person do, think or apa pun....i can really don bother him anymore......wut a great job it is....!!
hopefully can forget wut was happened previously and focus on the future, my beautiful future is really infront of me, just see how m i goin to walk through...... and currently planning something that i wanted to try to do and since my fren is joining me....will do some research with my fren see how's it work....hope that can go through:) actually being a tough person is hard for me, but don worry, i think i can make it....:)

Saturday, September 27, 2008

my happiest n also my sadiest day

Sunday, rainy day..

okok...i know i nv touch my blog almost a month, so let me jot down something here....
Last 2 weeks is my birthday (13/9/08), which is my happiest day and also my sadiest day.. ok...let me share my happy thing 1st. All the while i nv hav my own birthday party b4, so this yr i really had a very suprise party. I really nv thought that all these thing is done by my sister Karyn. She really a great sister of mine and nv left me when im alone. I really really want to thank her n really touch by her. Haha... wut happen to my monkey frens?They did a great job!! Really shock by them!! later on, we had our dinner n heading to our party time at scarlet..
what we did was dancing in many style, everyone hav their own style, for example.. May she always dance something 'gao mm tat pat'....emily always dance like a SNAKE, Karen? she jus simply join in only ler....my sister keng lor....nv thought that she got so much energy!!.....Anyway, i really enjoy myself!!Thanks everyone:)

Anyway, i haven't prepare to share what is my sadiest thing.....is really hard for me to share because i nv thought that this kind of thing will happen to myself and its happened in a same day.....until now i still couldn't accept......

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Friday, August 22, 2008

myself no more

Why my mood still like that....i cant stand it anymore....!!!my heart breaking when i saw something that i really dowan to see......im i making a wrong decision....?? i really hate myself.... im not the person that i want to be..... i really want too but i cant do it...... why is ended up like that? why?? can anyone jus let me happy in 1 second??